Well the exhibition is up, and its time to take stock. 
The exhibition will be on show at the FifeSpace Gallery in Rothes Hall, 
Glenrothes until 19th December. http://www.onfife.com/
Thank
 you everyone who's gone to see it, and especially those who've got in 
touch to tell me how much they like it and how professional it looks. 
It's always good to hear that your work is appreciated. I'm going to 
photograph the exhibition properly, but in the mean time, here are some pictures from the opening.
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| Annie with her picture | 
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| Watching the film of the workshops | 
I'm still fundraising 
for I Love Scolawi, and am now selling my work to contribute (I'll talk 
about this more in the next email and attach copies of all my pictures 
in case you're interested). I only need to raise another £1,450 to pay 
off all the costs I've incurred over the course of the project, which is
 excellent news. Thank you so much if you've donated to the project, and
 if you've been meaning to, but haven't got round to it yet, there is a 
paypal donate button on the top right side of my blog.
The
 wonderful Amanda Graham has organised a quiz evening in the nearby 
village of Kettle with proceeds to be split between I Love Scolawi and 
the local play park (for those people who aren't local, Kettle is home 
of The Singing Kettle which you might have heard of if you've had
 young children in the last 20 years). Please come along if you can, it 
should be a good night.

I keep running out of 
words for what an amazing experience this project has been for me. I've 
met lots of wonderful people, and been touched by how enthusiastic 
everyone has been about what I've doing. This is the biggest project 
I've ever undertaken, and it's been very exciting for me, and a huge 
learning curve with a few big lows but lots and lots of highs. Here are a
 few of the things I've learnt this year:
ALWAYS run community art projects through a non-profit organisation
If I had run this project through an organisation I don't think I would have had any problems funding it and I would have even been paid for my time. individuals are unable to apply for nearly all art funding, but there is money out there for art projects if organisations know where to look. I had no trouble raising funds so that the Explorer Scouts could learn filming, buy equipment and create a video for me.
Self-fundraising
 is hard and time consuming. It has made I Love Scolawi much more 
stressful   than it could have been, and the work I produced for the 
project has suffered as a result. I only had time to etch ten of my own 
pictures, which feels a bit sparse - especially on the long wall they 
are hung on. I definitely have a few more pictures swimming around in my
 head still that I want to etch.
Don't give up
I don't think there was ever a point that I would have given up on I Love Scolawi. I had space booked in one of the biggest galleries in Fife, and they believed in me AND in the project. I did give up on the idea of going back out to Malawi a second time to exhibit the show. My husband and I talked about it, and we knew that our finances couldn't justify another trip. Then I received a grant from the Hope Scott Trust that I had applied for (not expecting to get it) which covered car hire on the exhibition trip.
It's very hard to say no to a cheque
 for £720, but we knew that the larger expenses would massively outweigh
 this grant. Then someone donated our air fares and the second trip was 
possible again. 
I truly believe that I Love Scolawi 
would have only been half the project it is without the second trip out 
to Malawi. It felt really special, showing the exhibition to the people 
who had created pictures for it, and seeing how much it meant to them to
 see their work included in the exhibition. 
People are Brilliant
This point goes hand in hand with the previous one. Fundraising for this project has made me realise how much people care about projects like mine, and that if people believe in you and your project, they will help you make it happen.
I've mentioned before about 
how alone and scared I felt when I found out I didn't get the government
 funding I'd applied for. But as soon as I posted about it on Facebook, 
friends told me that the money could be raised and that they would help 
me. I've been especially touched by the people who have helped me 
fundraise who I didn't know previously. People who heard about my 
project in the local press and got in touch in order to help me. 
Fundraising I Love Scolawi has truly been a group effort, and if you 
have contributed financially, or in any way, 
then I would like to thank you from the bottom of my heart. The project 
wouldn't have happened without you. So far we have raised nearly £6200!
Be more flexible when teaching
When I started teaching the workshops in May, I realised quickly that even though I didn't want to influence people's pictures, I was getting strangely anxious if the participants weren't doing what I was expecting them to do. Some children were even etching onto upside-down photos! I had to make a conscious decision to force myself appreciate that though the base photos were mine, the etched pictures were theirs, and I had given them permission to do whatever they wanted with them.
As
 an artist, I am a complete control freak. But as a teacher, I need to 
give people skills, and let them use that knowledge in the way they want
 to. Easier said than done, but I'll keep working on it.
 



